Valentine’s and feeling Vulnerable

In acting I am able to be vulnerable as someone else.
It’s challenging me to be vulnerable in my own skin. Example:
Didn’t wind up getting one of those big boxes of chocolates for the guy who asked me to go out on Valentine’s, rather a small-ish bag of chocolate-dipped blueberries with construction paper wrap & card.
I despise that I feel vulnerable a bit in all this! Is very much my style to make something with my hands. Is just paper, marker, and chocolate, yet I fear the worst — indifference or something along those lines in response. *grrrr* #feelings #actorslife #valentinesday #homemade #gift